Thursday, March 11, 2010
Hey, readers. It's been a long time since I've emo-ed here. So here I am... Ready to type all kinds of shit. Anyway, the same thing is happening again. I'm not gonna mention all the details and why I came to the conclusion because if I do, it would be too damned obvious who it is even though it already is to most people. I still don't wanna go around declaring it to the world. I'm emo enough as it is...
So this is how it goes...
You know how I always go all out when I like a girl. I'm just a sucker for this stuff... That's probably why I always fall so hard. I can't help it. I'm a sap... But most of all, I'm a loser. I've lost count of how many times this has happened. No girl would even consider me. Maybe it's just my punishment for all my sins. I always wondered why this always happened to me. Now I know the answer. It's so obvious. IT'S ME!!! There's something wrong with me!!! I've never been able to put my finger on it... But now I know that it's everything. I'm just so Goddam repulsive to the opposite sex. One of the things that hurts me a lot is that I really go all out and try my best. But I feel like maybe girls just take me forgranted like I'm just entertainment for them. Maybe they don't take me seriously... Like I'm not good enough anyways and I'm I seem like an easy catch so why not? Lets have some fun with this fool. And when I'm bored, I'll just leave him hurting and watch hi squirm. I'm not exaggerating... I really think this sometimes. Especially now. All I'm asking is that if you're not interested, why did you ever pretend to be. You could've been mean to me from the start. You could've cut me off much earlier... But no. As everyone else does, you waited for me to climb to a certain alttitude before killing the engines. Now the fall will be worse. If you guys wanna know more, just ask me. I'll see if I can tell you. I'm just really emotional now. I know I'm just being a pussy. But if any of you thinks that maybe I'm overreacting, let me assure you, you haven't been through what I've been through. You're not me. So don't fucking tell me how I should fucking feel. I appreciate advice and stuff but please don't directly criticise me. I feel bad enough as it is. I hope you guys understand.
I couldn't even be bothered to break that up into paragraphs. But at least I got the job done. So go ahead... Think what you wanna think. Say what you wanna say. Judge me. But don't hurt me again...
martin |10:01 PM | comments
Hey, readers. It's been a long time since I've emo-ed here. So here I am... Ready to type all kinds of shit. Anyway, the same thing is happening again. I'm not gonna mention all the details and why I came to the conclusion because if I do, it would be too damned obvious who it is even though it already is to most people. I still don't wanna go around declaring it to the world. I'm emo enough as it is...
So this is how it goes...
You know how I always go all out when I like a girl. I'm just a sucker for this stuff... That's probably why I always fall so hard. I can't help it. I'm a sap... But most of all, I'm a loser. I've lost count of how many times this has happened. No girl would even consider me. Maybe it's just my punishment for all my sins. I always wondered why this always happened to me. Now I know the answer. It's so obvious. IT'S ME!!! There's something wrong with me!!! I've never been able to put my finger on it... But now I know that it's everything. I'm just so Goddam repulsive to the opposite sex. One of the things that hurts me a lot is that I really go all out and try my best. But I feel like maybe girls just take me forgranted like I'm just entertainment for them. Maybe they don't take me seriously... Like I'm not good enough anyways and I'm I seem like an easy catch so why not? Lets have some fun with this fool. And when I'm bored, I'll just leave him hurting and watch hi squirm. I'm not exaggerating... I really think this sometimes. Especially now. All I'm asking is that if you're not interested, why did you ever pretend to be. You could've been mean to me from the start. You could've cut me off much earlier... But no. As everyone else does, you waited for me to climb to a certain alttitude before killing the engines. Now the fall will be worse. If you guys wanna know more, just ask me. I'll see if I can tell you. I'm just really emotional now. I know I'm just being a pussy. But if any of you thinks that maybe I'm overreacting, let me assure you, you haven't been through what I've been through. You're not me. So don't fucking tell me how I should fucking feel. I appreciate advice and stuff but please don't directly criticise me. I feel bad enough as it is. I hope you guys understand.
I couldn't even be bothered to break that up into paragraphs. But at least I got the job done. So go ahead... Think what you wanna think. Say what you wanna say. Judge me. But don't hurt me again...
martin |