Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Guess what happened, guys? It shouldn't be too hard considering the fact that my title is so damn obvious. For those of you that are a little slow, she and I are no longer together and it's kinda taken its toll on me. I dunno how she feels about all of this because she's been so secretive lately. She's just changed all of a sudden and the saddest part of it all is that it's like I don't even know her anymore. She thought that I hated her or something for breaking up. How could I ever feel like that? As for how she feels about all of this, I haven't the foggiest idea. Everything was going on fine in my life... Good grades, good relationship with parents, great friends, everything. Then it happened... I don't blame her for doing it. I am leaving, after all. She probably did it so that I wouldn't feel even more hurt if we had broken up at the last minute. She said it isn't easy letting me go and everytime I want to ask her about her reasons for wanting to break up, she tells me not to ask.
Here's what happened:
She asked me if I still felt the same way for her. Of course I did and still do. I asked her and I think she said yes. Then I can't remember what happened and I'm too lazy to try and have a flash back right now. That was the beginning of it anyway... Oh wait! She just told me the reason but I don't think I should post it here. If you really wanna know, call me and I'll see if you're worthy. Or ask me through MSN or facebook. Whatever... Very lazy to go on about it now 'cause it doesn't exactly make me a happy little boy. I've been very messed up in this post. So I guess I'll just end it now. Bye!It's over... I wish it wasn't...
martin |10:42 PM | comments
Guess what happened, guys? It shouldn't be too hard considering the fact that my title is so damn obvious. For those of you that are a little slow, she and I are no longer together and it's kinda taken its toll on me. I dunno how she feels about all of this because she's been so secretive lately. She's just changed all of a sudden and the saddest part of it all is that it's like I don't even know her anymore. She thought that I hated her or something for breaking up. How could I ever feel like that? As for how she feels about all of this, I haven't the foggiest idea. Everything was going on fine in my life... Good grades, good relationship with parents, great friends, everything. Then it happened... I don't blame her for doing it. I am leaving, after all. She probably did it so that I wouldn't feel even more hurt if we had broken up at the last minute. She said it isn't easy letting me go and everytime I want to ask her about her reasons for wanting to break up, she tells me not to ask.
Here's what happened:
She asked me if I still felt the same way for her. Of course I did and still do. I asked her and I think she said yes. Then I can't remember what happened and I'm too lazy to try and have a flash back right now. That was the beginning of it anyway... Oh wait! She just told me the reason but I don't think I should post it here. If you really wanna know, call me and I'll see if you're worthy. Or ask me through MSN or facebook. Whatever... Very lazy to go on about it now 'cause it doesn't exactly make me a happy little boy. I've been very messed up in this post. So I guess I'll just end it now. Bye!It's over... I wish it wasn't...
martin |